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Woot! More self-realization!
Jul. 19th, 2006 12:07 pmWell, evidently I get introspective in the summer! Who knew? I have discovered over recent incidents (and reviewing my past), that I'm not such a great judge of character. Now, just because this is a limitation, I'm not sure I consider it a fault. The reason is that I realize I always think the best of people. I think they're honest, kind, and compassionate if they even remotely act that way. So when I find out someone's been deceiving me, it's a huge shock and very painful. And then after I'm done hurting, I just snap them off emotionally. I may still associate with the person, but the feelings are gone, and so is the trust. Now that part I'm not so proud of, because everyone deserves second chances, so that's what I'm going to work on...being more compassionate to everyone, not just people I think the best of.
In other news, Merry Wives is coming along beautifully! I have a massive red beehive wig and multicolored spike high heels so far, and there's ideas of a crinoline lined dress to come. Yay! We're off script now, but still struggling for lines in places, but I think that might be normal. There's a creepy newly-divorced dad of some of the kids in the cast who is using the contact list as his personal black book, though, and he's called several of us girls/women socially. Amusingly enough, we compared notes, and he even used the -same lines- during the phone calls. Evidently he thought I was single. *snicker* Anyhow, he's still making inappropriate comments at the theatre, but he got his ass handed to him on a platter for it last night. Hopefully he's just woefully uneducated about flirting instead of truly creepy.
Theatre camp will be over the end of this week, and amusingly enough, I have to be in that production as well. They need a Mama Bear, so that's me! The director asked if I'd do the next two weeks of teenager theatre camp as well, but I had to say no. I just won't put myself through the hell of working with young teenagers during tech week and dress rehearsal week of our own play, nopenope. Plus I have other plans, like spending time with family and friends, and getting my classroom ready.
Enough procrastinating! Time to make the doughnuts! Er, go work with the kids!
In other news, Merry Wives is coming along beautifully! I have a massive red beehive wig and multicolored spike high heels so far, and there's ideas of a crinoline lined dress to come. Yay! We're off script now, but still struggling for lines in places, but I think that might be normal. There's a creepy newly-divorced dad of some of the kids in the cast who is using the contact list as his personal black book, though, and he's called several of us girls/women socially. Amusingly enough, we compared notes, and he even used the -same lines- during the phone calls. Evidently he thought I was single. *snicker* Anyhow, he's still making inappropriate comments at the theatre, but he got his ass handed to him on a platter for it last night. Hopefully he's just woefully uneducated about flirting instead of truly creepy.
Theatre camp will be over the end of this week, and amusingly enough, I have to be in that production as well. They need a Mama Bear, so that's me! The director asked if I'd do the next two weeks of teenager theatre camp as well, but I had to say no. I just won't put myself through the hell of working with young teenagers during tech week and dress rehearsal week of our own play, nopenope. Plus I have other plans, like spending time with family and friends, and getting my classroom ready.
Enough procrastinating! Time to make the doughnuts! Er, go work with the kids!
